I’m used to it, I can’t hide my heart in front of you Because I’m an expert at being just friends If it’s you, even when you talk about her I can pretend I’m okay, I can take it I have to be the most comfortable person to you Because that’s how I can stay by your side Today, I’m laughing, I’m laughing like crazy So you won’t know my heart, I rip up my sadness You’re laughing too, always in front of me If I can be a comfort to you, I’ll be happy I’m used to your stories about her, I can hide my face The small jealousy, the scars in my heart, I can’t let it show Because it’s you, even if it’s not her I can pretend I’m okay, I can silently swallow it I know you better than anyone else But I need to hold it in Because that’s how I can stay by your side Today, I’m laughing, I’m trying to laugh again With useless expectations, I put it all in You’re laughing too, not even knowing my tears If I can be by your side, I don’t care what kind of existence I am I do...